September 15, 2013

     Obviously, there is not much to update since yesterday.  However, I came across my diary entries from back in March when I came out here for my interview.  For a moment, and just sat there and was like, wow...look at everything that's happened since then!  It makes me thankful for how God has led me all the way.  It's a little personal, but I wanted to share these entries with you, as well as a song that kinda sums everything up.

Chris Tomlin - All The Way my Savior Leads Me

3/8/13

Dear Diary,

   Exciting days ahead!

   I leave for Montana tomorrow.

   Excited and scared!  All of a sudden I wonder if I'm doing the right thing.

   Please give me guidance Lord.  I need Your wisdom.  This is huge, and I can't do it alone.

3/21/13

Dear Diary,

   Still playing the waiting game, but from what I gather after a few conversations, I expect to be getting a job offer in the near future.

   It's funny, cuz who woulda thought this would happen?  It's nothing I ever would've seen happening to me.  Something only God could come up with.  So I know, it's gonna be good!

   I've been doing much thinking/praying over this.  Sometimes it helps to write my thoughts out.  This whole time, I've been praying that if God wanted me to do this, He would open the doors.  So each step in this process, that's how I've prayed.  So it only makes sense that if I get offered the job, I should take it.

   Now, if I'd been praying purely cuz I wanted it, so bad (similar to how I've prayed for things in the past), it would be different.  I would need to know whether it was my desire or God's desire.

   In this case, I feel like I've prayed for either way.  So I knew if He said yes, it was yes.  Coupled with the fact that I kinda want it!

   Therefore, I think I can honestly say, Montana is where God's leading me.

   Wow.